Sunday, October 05, 2008

conversations

had a few refreshing chats on fri night... good conversations are such rare gems... both parties spiral around each other in a double helix, ascending toward greater heights~ like totallyZ.

haiz but it did renewed my frustrations abt my uncertainties of future lifestyles. of what i hold as truly important. eating silky hk-style ice desserts at dessert bowl, we talked abt many things. vast web of myriad ideas that culminated in our visions of future lifestyles. lolz damn funny our conversations vacillate from delusion to depth... and at the apogee of our erudite (laughZ...or hm aesthetic. fecund. mostly indulgent.) discussions, we plunge all the way to the nadir of intellectuality in dota~ spectacular endings.

another conversation was more of an argument between idealism and practicality. suspects misunderstandingZ but concluded with an overly harsh riposte of ".. So infuriating. Ugh i pity your plebeian existence. Drab, ordinary and meaningless. Tata" *imagines fuming silence* very possible.

watched abba mania with e family ytd. bmt sucked ugh off-form keep missing. frustrating. then pdl starts today. blehhh once the recruits come in i'll be missing weekends 2 at a time. plus the one i'll miss if they go for field camp, the chances of me missing out on impt log activities are really high.

bahh anyway i made a reallyyyy untactful comment today. the idea of tact is hm... to me my initial reaction would be it's just hypocrisy in euphemistic terms. saying only the nice things and keeping quiet abt the not-so-nice ones. but haiz. i recognize that as a social creature part of a society, to not heed the rules of tradition and laws of custom is simply blind arrogance - social suicide. so yes even tho this hardly sounds repentant, must reflect on my poor choice of words.

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